07 November 2002

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Which Piercing are you?



juz made a dip frm being ultra cheery & hyper to being moody & irritable
life is full of ups n dwns, guess mine came a tad to fast huh?

now i juz wanna be left alone.

"no sun comin' through my window, feels like i'm livin' at the bottom of a grave."


TYPE B --- 70% FLIRT
You are partially flirtatious by nature.
You enjoy being pampered and pursued by others
so occasionally you would harbour the thoughts of 'stepping on 2 boats'.
BUT...as you are sensitive to your partner,
u do try to restrain yourself.

hm...pretty true i must say.... -___-" fred's gonna kill me....
oh gee...he hav the same result as me.. *sharpens knife*

Speed is measured in seconds.
Courage?
Courage can't be measured.

Celebrate Humanity.


Cheers!
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4.00a.m
misunderstood......always..




take the nyu type quiz.

and then browse around mewing.net. because laura is cool.



i think i'm too bored......i'm takin so mani quiz.....argh.......
why's the farkin night passin` so slowly!?!?




take the jeans quiz. gus made it!


and go to mewing.net. because laura and gus collectively own over 30 pairs of jeans.




fred's off to his soccer and i'm left here to rot with my comp while my dad's alarm clock in ringin` itself to death

AsPhYxIAtIOn

Do you believe in dreams?
They seem so real.
How about tears?
They might not feel.

I believe in dreams,
Oh, Yes I do.
I believe in tears,
Those that flow.

Have you had a wish?
For the impossible?
Or did you ever miss,
Someone who lives in reminisce?

Sure I did,
I had thousands I've wished!
Yes I do,
And I still long for too.

Well have you ever cried?
'Cause you failed in all that you've tried?
I'm sure you've never bribed,
The knife who cut and gibed.

Yes, I did,
But I didn't dare admit.
Of course I didn't,
To me it is forbiddened.

Then have you ever dreamed a dream,
which seemed so real,
you cried and you cried,
tears blotted your pillow.
And you wished,
that a person in your reminisce,
would come back to you and never leave?

I won't want to!

Well my boy,
You will in your life.
This is the torment and the strife,
Just make sure you don't touch that knife
.

-Seannie-

he's good isn't he? just too bad my talent lies elsewhere and i sux with poems and words....
wonder when in the blue moon could i ever write something like dat....
since my crap are all pretty shallow anyway.
who cares.
o.O
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"i don't want to be lonely, i just want to be alone." Silverchair, across the night
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how would you commit suicide?

YOU WOULD HANG YOURSELF. you both crave and fear death. you're fairly certain that you wouldn't actually commit suicide, but you often fantasize about it because you can't think of any other way to escape living a life that you hate. you're wary about doing anything irreversible and you have a healthy awareness of the repercussions of your actions.

fuck....this is fuckin wat i really feel.....sux huh?
both me n feng shall die the same way so sad...



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Went over to Fred's place today
Met his mum on the way here and got caught in a stupid drizzle...
it's always raining nowadays and it sux....almost all the time i go over i get my jeans real wet..
i wonder y issit dat she'll only start talkin or smile to you only after you've greeted her.. and she'll giv u the brightest smile ever... ~_~

juz a random day spent at wilfred's place...watched some tv, played some comp and stuff..
he's going over to bugis junction this friday while i go to school n collect my matric card
wonder watz he's gonna buy for our anni...he wouldn't tell me...*sigh*..

i was on my way back home is dat tediously loooong bus trip and i'm runnin out of sour plums
stupid motion sickness.
my mind started to wander thinking about my dad.
i juz called him to tell him i'm comin home and asked him to go to slp
he sounded so listless
he always sound like this nowadays..as if he's life is so boring...which i think it is too...
mum says he's gettin frm bad to worse in rememberin stuff and he's not as strong as he was before...
hopefully he's alrite and not havin those old ppl illness...

In the bus i was thinkin..i used to be so damn cheery..i wonder where has all dat gone to....
since when did i start gettin so moody and all? since when did i stop greeting my dad?
i would always greet him so loudly and prancing all over the place or hide behind the door when he comes home to scare him..
now, i juz sit at the comp n do my own stuff..
i always ignore him when he ticks me off by nagging me to bathe or askin abt wat time i'm going home or when he buys food even if i told him not too..
then he'll be sad
and he'll complain to my mum
and he'll try to do little things like buying my fav sushi to please me..
i'm sucha lousy daughter...
since when did i become like dat?
if i think dat he is tickin me off, on the contrary, i am tickin him off too by not comin back earlier or bathing and stuff..
Now dat i've realised,
i often expect certain things from others which i myself have neglected and forgotten to give them....
since when have i turned into such a lousy person?
i hate myself like dat...
shucks..

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sux....why do i havta end up in office jobs...i'll make sure i jam up the photocopier if anione overtakes me....


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Othello's: Desdemona - The daughter of the Venetian senator Brabanzio. Desdemona and Othello are secretly married before the play begins. While in many ways stereotypically pure and meek, Desdemona is also determined and self-possessed. She is equally capable of defending her marriage, jesting bawdily with Iago, and responding with dignity to Othello's incomprehensible jealousy. She is strangled by Othello when he is under the impression that she was unfaithful.

i'll hack fred first if he accuses me *SnarL*



06 November 2002

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4:32a.m
i'm still not sleepin hehez*
right now i'm on da phone with fred....
we're both a buncha nut cases gettin emotional haha
cryin like mad now...*sniff*...
didn't mean to place so much guilt in him...but i guess i did unconsciously and it sux....serious..
love him so much haha....like baby so cute..
sometimes... in life, we cant ask too much i guess.
the past is something we cant change...if we know we cant do much to change the present, but the future is definitely something we can work out..
then y not forget the guilt and focus in acheiving wat we aim for in the future....

hm...guess datz wat i truly feel about life......and my relationship plus our future..
gee...he's already blabbering hahaha cute..
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Which of Valerie's friends are you?


Let's see....i had a super duper great day today..
Slept late last night doing some emailin and stuff...6.00am gee..i've been doing this for 3 straight nights already..betta watch out...hehz*
Woke up this noon to go on down to Fred's place...we're gonna go down to Bugis Juction today to get somethin` for Tanya's bdae gift..
Suddenly had the crazy idea of asking her to come meet me straight after her work...which i did..and she came and stuff....
Bought this smiley in a hmmm oh shucks i forgot to look..i think cow...outfit...yeah..real cutie....and i bought a diary...and drew a card...
yep....datz about it.
i got all these cute stuff for her and thank god she liked em...kept sayin how cute they were..
Met Fred's fren on the way too....some hair stylist...think his name is Alex or something...

Then, me n Tanya and Fred went on to walkin ard Bugis...went sony and all and we went into this shop where they sold some kinda bracelet n keychains....
those dat u make yerself....real ex man! feel like poking their eyes...mad one...set such a high price for tiny things. Tanya bought lotsa stuff..
headphone and bracelet... >___< she's feelin loaded..
Got bored and she went on home and me n Fred began to go on dwn to Orchard to rot..walked ard
kinda fun actually....cant quite describe but i feel light and good basically...we had a talk at Taka the semi-circle there..den we headed back home..
my freakin legs r killin` me...yep...abt all the stuff i did today...nothing much...juz lotsa walkin..
oh yeah....one more crap. THIS BLOG. guess wot? a kind hearted soul taught me how to get the skin. i hadda view source to retrieve the skin info
and paste in in the template...then, i found that it only covered the stupid basics and all the links i simply had no idea how to change....

SO.....................I CHANGED THE HTML *NYAHAHAHAHAHA* i was actually trying to understand the codes...which i did *i'm sucha genius*
and did up all those links...now i'm feelin so proud hahaha....i wonder how on earth i made it...well..thank god i did it right and it looked pretty cool....
now i'm juz gonna go on to watch my tv n rot...
tml's going to fred's hse...*snore*....

10:43 am On the subject of economics....
I'm a sexy mushroom I'm a sexy mushroom
OH YEAH! *clap clap clap* OH YEAH! *clap clap clap*
I'm a sexy mushroom I"M A SEKSAY MUSHROOM!!!
OH YEAHHH!!! *clap clap clap* WATCH ME SPOREEEeee!!!!!

*dies from brain overload*

*couch* sorry...


i think i can just laugh myself to death with this hahaha *clap clap clap* OH YEAH! *clap clap clap* YOU'RE a seksay mushroom!!!!
i think feng's reallie studying a tad too hard...her brain is startin to work backwards... ( -____-")


Which PPG are you?


gee..y did i get the same stuff as pat did? hahaha

05 November 2002

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"Helpless"

Sitting by myself
I am overwhelmed by boredom
I clutch the side of my chair
In attempt to contain my frustrations

Why do I feel this anger?
I am very stressed
Over little things
That might not even be there

I feel like thrashing someone
Or smashing things aside
Violent thoughts arise
Right inside my mind

I snap at all the people
Even if they care
I am very stressed
Helpless is what I feel
Right inside my mind

-Me-


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04 November 2002

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ok this is bad..i cant get my skins and i seriously want this template changed!!!! ARGH!
where is patricia~ *cries*

i'm so sleepy...slept late again last nite...6.30am...
by the time i hit the bed the stupid sky was already brightening up
auntie bought be a weird-lookin` t-shirt...turtle-necked with buttons..
navy blue with white ends thank god she got me a L size...if not i would be too stuffed to wear it.
how nice of her to buy something for me..
went bra shoppin with mum today...gee whee spent a whoopin` $100 on it! bought 5 bra hahaha
got all the weird patterns and navy blue ones too...
stupid wilfred chased me off the phone cos he's with terry...i shudda skinned him alive...*SnarL*
bored.
psyched.
urgh.
i'm getting fat.
annivasary is this sat..*anxious*...i wonder wat we'll be doing on dat day...
had a surprise up my sleeves for wilfred hehehehe...
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mebbe i shld use back chinese to type my stuff hahaha....
gonna start describing to fred wat bra i bought hahaha..
finally had feng's letter...
oh yah. wanted to go to sch to collect matric card today..BUT, it's a stupid public holiday.
Deepavali. @#$&%&^* i went to school and end up seeing the gates locked. shit.
shudda burn dwn the sch. wat crap. how come holiday cannot open.


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This is bad....
this blog crap works crazily...one moment it's 'page not found'
next moment i have to re-create another account...terrible..

blame it on my lousy memory
blame it on my laziness
that i actually have this online diary to allow me to remember what i ate this morning perhaps..?

*bleah*

testin 1 2 3......this betta work...

okok it did! goood....but then again...
S**T! i've been doing this for hours and i still cant get the blogskins to work..this is bad..

oh well..
bug pat tmr hurhur.. such a bz dae..
hadda post feng her letter..make somethin` for Wil *hush*hush* project hurhur... and revamp my stupid website...urgh.....
had a bbq with bryan n all yest....stupid aunt nagged non-stop abt the fire...
how i wish i can staple her lips together...


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